I have been preoccupied
once more and always
what meaning
motherhood
has in my life
How am I being a good mother?
How am I being not so good a mother?
What is it I am giving to my kids?
How do they perceive me?
And then
Out of Nowhere
Another Big Surprise
Another little Bean
Inside
An Easter Birth
to relinquish
The Death
of Mother?
Weeks of
agonizing
and befriending
making peace
holding
making space
accepting
waiting
The Arch of Awatening or
Awakening?
And then
once more
shedding
the arrival and departure
of another soul energy
in trickles and rivulets
of shiny bright red
Blood
Mother I have forgiven you
What now?
Where from here?
A baby squirrel is saved
a woman is giving birth in the doorway
What is the meaning?
And then
Great Mother & Baby
go flying
her feet decapitated
A Pause
A Listening
Perhaps
Life & Love
is what Motherhood is
The feminine quiver
of Energy
Providing
Nourishing
Supporting
Sacrificing
Mother Earth
Waxing and Waning
Spring
the beginning of New Life
Giving Birth to
a Child
A new Way of Life
A new Idea
It is back to Creation
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